Whoa..just two days till my summatives and i feel as though i'm not prepared. Although i finished reading as much as I PLANNED to read..I just couldn't do the questions given to me..sigh..maybe i've been thinking too much or my lack of focus has caused a great deal.

Lately i've been having selective memories..now everything in my head are all parasites, microbes and viruses. I've forgotten quite a number of things. I don't even remember how much the price of a cup of soya bean is already. X_X

I don't know whether it's the stress or what but i feel sooo...emotionless...i dun feel like smiling, laughing, crying..just plain no emotions at all..=( pity. Sometimes i have mixed feelings as well..I feel as though i'm having some form of bipolar disorder..>.<

Can't wait for summatives as well as EOS to be over! I have so many activities that i wanna join and do! and i can only join them IF i pass my EOS..

So Here goes nothing....STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!

Less than 3 weeks to sum2 and 5 weeks till EOS

The title says it all. The amount of workload I have to study is massive..Guess i'm not going to go out anytime soon..X_X

Sem 2 so far has been great. I've been filling myself with activities since the start of sem 2 and time passed by REALLY quickly. Well, I had my fun and now it's time to get down to studying hard. Soon..sem 2 will be over..And i'll get to see all my friends again! I cant wait to see my friends studying abroad that could make it back during the summer/winter break.

I've realised that IMU life has changed me although it's only been less than a year. I have no idea why but i've become more serious in a lot of issues. Not that it's a bad thing but maybe that's just part of life..growing up perhaps? =p I'm not as nuts/random/bubbly as I used to be. I'm not sure whether it's the stress level that's making me that way..hopefully so..>.<

Although I always feel happy, there are just stuffs inside my head that tries to lower my self-esteem most of the time. Sometimes I do wish I could share it with a close friend but I have yet to express everything kept inside me. Oh well, overall I'm satisfied with what i've done so far. =)

Time to study now..Zzz...